User:Crazyharp81602
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About 13 years ago, Before the creation of my bloggy, when looking at 3 YECism books, Dinosaurs Those Terrible Lizards, The Great Dinosaur Mystery and the Bible, and Noah's Ark and the Lost World, that belonged to a neighbor, who is a friend of my brother, Stefen for the first time, I severely misunderstood mom when she was actually trying to make see both sides of the issue involving dinosaurs while all this time I thought she was forcing me to change my views on dinosaurs against my will. Even others in my family were trying doing the same thing, while all this time I thought they were forcing me to give up my long cherished views on dinosaurs (all based on the scientific and fossilized evidence) against my will. I was terribly mistaken.
Because of my mistake, I was forced to go through a senseless struggle that was a big waste of time and allowing myself to have those images of dinosaurs from the yec books be embedded in my head as well as embedded negative feelings of resentment, anger, bitterness, and holding grudges, arguing with myself over all of this constantly and have nursed evil thoughts and fantasies about going to a AIG and ICR seminars and kill off all YEC advocates and create bloodshed and murder Ken Ham, Duane Gish and all the rest of the YEC advocates and teachers and blow up all their museums including what they're building right now. (Have you ever had those feelings like this before?) even go after mom, whom I thought have done me wrong, and kill her too... all out of vengeance, to get even with them after what they did to me. My thoughts are all wrong and sinful. If did do all of these things I said and fantasized about, I would be in jail or even worse the electric chair!!! So I would rather forgive everybody even myself wholeheartedly, forget wholeheartedly, and bury the hatchet for good, which is much better than vengeance indeed.
But that's not all. I even found myself drawing to the YEC radio and TV shows and crying over what I see and browsing their websites even to find dinosaur images from them only to find nothing decent worth keeping and crying over what I saw there. One time, one Saturday Night, mom, in an attempt to show me a different view on dinosaurs again, showed me a book from a catalog called "It couldn't Just Happened" and I went on a screaming fit that carried on until the next day. It was then, when I just made made a statement about what happened last night afterwards, I went to another room, but never have counted on Gary, my other brother to follow me in the room and gave me a stern lecture about it. As a result I was feeling miserable for the rest of the day still thinking that everyone is against me concerning dinosaurs, but they are not.
They were only trying to make see a different point of view on dinosaurs while all this time I thought they were making me change my dinosaur views against my will. How wrong I really am.
Months ago, I've confronted mom one more time after being so angry at her over the issue and it was then when I realized, after we talked about what happened 13 years ago, it was me who is bringing it all upon myself all because I severely misunderstood her over what she was trying to do to me years ago. We talked a bit about it and helped me to realize that I should be sorry for all the times I've senselessly angry, bitter, resentful, and blaming it all on others while it is actually ME and only ME who did it all to myself, all because I misunderstood her and everybody else. I had to apologized to mom sincerely for all the times I've been angry, bitter, and resentful, towards her.
While all of this is going on, I would look into websites that refutes young earth claims and find that there were no websites that does any major rebuttals of every claim made up by YECs on dinosaurs as well as detailed critique and rebuttal reviews of every YE dinosaur book ever churned out. No rebuttals to Duane Gish's Dinosaurs by Design, no rebuttals to Paul Taylor's The Great Dinosaur Mystery and the Bible, nothing! I only saw a tad few essays made up of them, but they were only brief and not reviewed in complete detail. It seems to me, everyone is ignoring the claims made up on dinosaurs YECs is touting about, while critique and refuting other YE claims. That's not right! I wanted to find websites that are all a complete satisfaction to me concerning of my 13 year struggle of trying to deal with the YECs' views on dinosaurs which I knew since Day 1 (even before that) of how wrong they really are in everything they say about dinosaurs. But, none are found! That's not right, either! And I was getting sick of having images found in the YEC books pop in my head and have my intellect, views, outlook, images, mentality, fun, and everything else about dinosaurs being shaken up and threatened by YECs' faulty views on dinosaurs and it's deceptions as well umpteenth, intimidating, websites and search results favoring YECism's views on dinosaurs flashed in front of my face like porn sites and flashing pop ups of women and men in full frontal nudity; breasts, penis, and all. So, I'm determined to change all that. If no one else is doing it, then I might as well do it all myself. So, here it is.
These articles I wrote for Evowiki raises awareness of the YECs' views on dinosaurs and to expose them for what they really are, lies, falsehoods, imbecilic, threatening, malicious, distorted, exploitations, and full of idiocy. This bloggy I made gave me a real peace of mind and proudly presents to the world wide web, essays that reviews the YEC books on dinosaurs; examining the arguments, the myths, and the claims all made up by the YECs about dinosaurs living with man, dinosaurs being dragons, and much, much more and debunk them all. Much better to spill it out than having it all bottled up inside of me and eating me up alive like it has been for 13 years, don't you think? This dinosaur articles I made on dinosaurs is created to fight back against the falsehood of YECism, separate fact from fiction, religion from science, and dinosaurs from the Bible for, just like oil and water, Dinosaurs and Bible don't mix!!!
